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this is gonna seem weird, but I felt the urge to update! how odd eh? I think its cause I miss the comments and how silly they are
*but then I remember my life is still boring
its raining outside (resorts to talking about weather)...i enjoy the rain...but i dont like sitting in wet jeans...i hope that doesn't make me a walking contradiction or a hyprocrite...talking about how i like the rain but dont go out in it if I have to sit in wet jeans
hypocrite is greek for actor...just incase you wanted to know...im trying to widen my greek vocabulary...I got one word down and got to use it! I could just lie and pretend i know alot more, but then i'd be lying and im tryin to get myself away from that
i think im gonna go to new jersey for the summer, just to get away
talking of getting away, this jump back into livejournal has worn me out...i think im gonna go away now!
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: collide~howie day
random update *by wendy*|
So I feel important right now, like i have a big important biography, because Wendy is typing for me! So we're hanging out in the math lab, fifth floor Wells, while i'm trying to do my homework and wendy is wasting time.
I can't say that anything exciting has honestly happened to me in the last year. But I will make a list of my favorites:
boyfriend = 8 months = mark
worked in a sweatshop with wendy in the summer
got caught by the police for swimming in vahalla
went camping with friends
North Carolina with extended fake family
turned yellow like a banana, people called me mellow yellow
my aunt gave me this super cool car. I named her "techno wendigo"
got a sweet job making lots of money
leading bible study in brody
i feel like i'm a fake college student in the movies/tv because I officially have a "local hangout" - bubble island with wendy after ISS class
got wendy a boyfriend! (who secretly is my step-nephew, or something)
brother went away to germany for a year *sad face*
Yeah so that's pretty much all I can think of right now. I've hung out and seen random people but that is my life!
ta ta !
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: black eyed peas "my humps"
You Are 12 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
Current Mood: happy
Break is almost doneeeeeeeee! I like doing nothing, but whoa I miss seeing all my friends all the time! but I dont really have so much to do now that everyone is back in school and I still don't have a car...ps~ my uncle sold my car. but im over it. Its not like I can have at school this year anyways. I just need to save up this up coming summer to buy one =)
Christmas conference rocked my socks off!! I loved it. hung out with some incredibly awesome people. I can't even begin to talk about it it was so great!
I bought a new bible, should i highlight all my faves, or no? its a tough decision.
and I got a digi cam. I love it!
whens becky coming over and amber coming home! im bored! I made a photo collage from christmas conference today. It came out ok. It could of been better though. oh well.
la la la
i have to buy books. anyone have an msu calc book?
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: witl!
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I dont do that
3. Did anyone close to you give birth??
4. Did anyone close to you die??
Yes too many to count =(
5. What countries did you visit??
Mexico! woot woot
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
um...i dont know...money?
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory?
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
getting into u of m
9. What was your biggest failure?
making a promis to my grandma I didn't keep
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope, i'm as fit as a fiddle?
11. What was the best thing you bought?
uh...amber jessica simpson tickets!
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
my brothers cause they went thru hell and didn't even get burnt!! *visibly anways...*
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
14. Where did most of your money go?
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Moving into college!
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
angel flying too close to the ground
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
i dont know...its all about perspective, so I pick happier
ii. thinner or fatter?
I would say the same
iii. richer or poorer?
umm the same, still poor
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Who knows its gonna be crazy this year
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
nope I guess not
23. How many one night stands in this last year?
um I think none
24. What was your favourite TV programme?
umm still dont watch tv
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
26. What was the best book you read?
wild at heart
27. describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
t-shirt n jeans...but somtimes I would buy new jeans!
34. What kept you sane?
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
hugh grant, and kate hudson
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
37. Who did you miss?
some fam memebers
38. Who was the best new person you met?
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
You can't ignore /everything/
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?
whatcha waiting whatcha waiting whatcha waiting whatcha waiting forrrrrrrrrr!
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: ben folds
so many things not enough time!|
wow, so many things that I want to talk about, and yet, I can't remember any of em. Hah, isn't that the way it goes. I've had a pretty good week. The community service team I'm on is spending alot of time on the christmas formal. I hopin its good. Your all invited!! its a catered dinner that starts at 6:30 and then turns into a dance. *with good! music* and hmmm it costs 10 bucks (b/c of the dinner) and its formal but ya don't have to be /that/ formal. I did the advertisement for it last night at campus crusades. Curtis and his wife were suppose to do it but she couldn't, so shaun and I did. But whoa was it crazy. I wore my jr prom dress and shaun wore a nice suit, and we came out slow dancing to chestnuts roasting on a empty fire and then, after about 20-30 secs. Yeah*usher* came on and we just busted out. Holy moly it was funny. I liked it. but I got nervous... v_v... but I mean, there were like 500 people staring at me doin my dumb dancing half way naked...so its valid.
Yeah lets see...hung out with wendy some, went to see an awesome speaker, the talk was titles "who died and made cosmo god". It was different than what I expected but i love hanging out with them girls. they fantabulous!
went to the gap yesterday to buy jeans with meredith. Shes spectacular. glad I found her. Um and well thats pertty much the end. *throws up arms* ; )
Im stayin up all night tonight as a chaperone at the FBC lockin. woot woot. hope that goes well. and other than that, I guess I gotta study. aw nuts!
i love you!
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: ticky tacky ticky tack ticky tack
born to blossom, bloom to perish|
So I was thinking that I don't really have "deep" thoughts. and even when I do, I definatly can't put them down in a talented way. But this aside, I still like myself, so its all ok.
im goin to a movie with mike! thank goodness. I dont know how much of this "house" stuff I can handle. I CAN'T be here all next summer. They are more restrictive than my mom was when I was like 13. I can't be like restrianed from stuff when I've been able to do them all my life, its not normal. and its not like i'm asking for alot. but at least I get two hours of freedom.
I'm out lovies!
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: matt and amber won't stop flirting!!
whoa man. studied some colosians in bible stud last night. umm verses....3:14- 4 I think
but like, we talked about maritial relationships and I really can't wait to get married. I've had so many thoughts about this recently that I wish I would of taken notes, bc I've had some great thoughts. but I didn't. give me some time and I'll get back to that. But I really am just excited for what god has in store for me. In other news...my keyboard is acting dumb and keeps sticking. So I think im gonna stop typing b/c its takin for ever.. I'll get back to ya'll
Current Mood: dorky
Woohoo today was J-O to the shua 's birthday. thats right, the lil bro turned 14. good times great oldies. I really like james and cindy, they are nice people. I wonder why my mom made james look so bad all the time. He isn't so bad. Well to me at least. My moms birthday was thursday. that went well. And friday I went to this women's conference/forum about Eve in the garden. And I made cupcakes for it. all by myself, and guess what!! they were good! oh yeah, ten points for me. Did I mention thats the first time I made em?
Ooh, the bank also refunded my 30 bucks. Thats right! whos the biotch now! *new guy!*
ummmmm, i got nothin. Mike took me out to a movie tonight. The incredibles. and he held my hand...interesting. He paid for my cousin amber too. oh, and he gave me hat! to cover up my hair cut. by the way, I got a hair cut. 11 inches gone! 10=donated away, and one inch to style. blah on hair cuts. see if i do that again. oh, I went to best buy today and saw paul from work. paul=hot tutor=makes my thursdays happy. That was fun. Hes not really that not, but compared to all the other tutors, he's gorgeous. ... I picked up an extra shift on monday, so now im gonna be super busy=sucky. OH well. It happens. I got some exams comin up, I gotta start workin hardcore. I really ahve to do good on my chem exam. and my math one. But mostly my chem one.
I love jesus, i love reading the bible, and it makes me happy. Thats an odd statement but im in a very god-lovin mood right now. I've realized that throughout all the struggles I've faced, I would of never made it through with out god. I just gotta keep remembering that when im sad. God is writing a story through me. I have a purpose, and I have trials to make me stronger. And by golly im strong, and I can't wait to see what god is preparing me for. As long as I think about the positive, I won't dwell on all the owies in life.
yep, well thats enough jibberjabbering from me. Im gonna go to church tomorrow morning, so I better get to bed. btw,
Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: bethany dillon~revolutionaries
*f i r s t s*
First best friend: Brother!
First car driven: ummm my cousin kims boyfriend's truck..yeah thats it
First break-up: justin in 7/8ish grade
First screen name: tmntjean changed now to tmntbjean...im creative!
First self purchased album: no doubt tragic kingdom
First funeral: cousin ronnie thats the first person I knew funeral
First pets: scuttles the cat no one else wanted =)
First piercing/tattoo: ears way back when
First credit card: None
First big trip: arizona in elementary school sometime
*l a s t s*
Last cigarette: the time my mom mad me back in like 9th grade
Last car ride: amber and andy last night when they drove me back
Last kiss: umm probably a couple of weeks ago
Last good cry: can't remember, wait, when I couldnt see my brothers a couple of weeks ago
Last movie seen: white chicks!
Last beverage drank: milk
Last food consumed: pretzel
Last phone call: umm lets check..HAH! ohio but I didn't talk to him, so wendy
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: oompa slippers
Last item bought: sunglasses and a hair clip
Last annoyance: umm i dont know...nothing comes to mind right now
Last time wanting to die: um idk
Last time scolded: my aunt was "extremely dissapointed" in melast weekend
*r e l a t i o n s h i p s*
01. who are your best friends? wendy and william and amber and pretty much all of them. b/c I only have best friends and aquaintances. there is no in between
02. do you have a boyfriend? No
*f a s h i o n | s t u f f*
01. where is your favorite place to shop? i like going to target and best buy
02. any tattoos or piercings? fishy on my footy and a bar in my tongue and 5 in my ears
*s p e c i f i c s*
01. do you do drugs: no
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? fruit herbal essences
03. what are you most scared of? being alone
04. what are you listening to right now? nelly and tim mcgraw
05. where do you want to get married? anywhere I dont care
06. how many buddies are online right now? 37
*f a v o u r i t e s*
01. color: orange and pink
02. food: umm no bake cookies?
03. boys names: monroe
04. girls' names: lila, layla, delilah
05. subjects in school: none...but the best would be german from highschool!
06. animals: frogs and turtles
07. sports: i like playing...um...i like swimming and throwing things
08. perfume: adidas moves
*h a v e | y o u | e v e r*
01. given anyone a bath? yep mulitple times
02. smoked? only when my mom made me
03. bungee jumped? on my to do list
04. made yourself throw up? yep, I had a stomach ache
05. skinny dipped? yep
06: been in love? yes
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no
09. seen your crush naked? no
12. fallen for your best friend? no
13. been rejected? not really
14. rejected someone? yes.
15. used someone? probably
16. done something you regret? all the time
*c u r r e n t*
clothes: jeans tshirt
smell: my perfume
desktop picture: a baby!
*l a s t | p e r s o n*
you touched: one of the majors actually
you imed: jeanine
you kissed: brandon?
*a r e | y o u*
hardworking: not really
organized: not really
angry: not really
sad: not usually
happy: most of the time
*w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a*
kill: ummm no one
slap: hmm no one
get high with: no one
look like: ummm, no one comes to mind
fuck: my husband!
*w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r*
coke or pepsi: coke
flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: tall
*d o | y o u | e v e r*
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: no
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: sometimes
wish you were younger: yes
We had our party tonight. very good, good times
Current Mood: full
Current Music: over and over ~tim mcgraw and nelly
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